_________tweety darling , i love you________

Sunday, April 29, 2007

saturday
service
then macdonald's at marina
reached home
eat again !
dots
seriously, am dying
i can smile and laugh at anytime i want
but is that a real smile and laughter ?
seriously , even cheryl also can say no
still somehow find that cheryl know me deep inside
she knows how i feel
haix

seriously , last night was damn damn damn damn damn
SAD
tears just keep flowing down
but but but.........i really wish that we will be back to the same
though the days we are together are short
but are memorable and enjoyable , i guess ?
am was seriously in love with you
you are in love with me too ( this is what you told me )
but why we just can't be together ?
i know God may be very important to you
but till now i still believe that you can still focus on Him
even we are still together
seriously , i don't demand much from you
sometimes i might get jealous too easily
but this shows that i care
you may have alrd moved on
but i will be still yours forever
i will wait......for you
i don't care what people will say
they might say that you give empty hopes
but the one waiting doesn't think that you are giving empty hopes
anyway , every time i say " do you think i care?"
is because that i don't know what to say
i know it's really attitude to say this
but sorry
i didn't really mean to say it
i missed the night that we are together
it's like so sweet
but i know...things are not going to be the same until you are back with me again
i will never give a real smile nor a real laughter
I LOVE YOU
don't leave me in all this pain
come back and bring back my smile
come and take these tears away
i need your arms to hold me now
bring back those night that i held you beside me
could you say you love me again ?
un-do this hurt that you've caused
when you walk out of my life
un-cry these tears ,
i cried
bring back the joy to my life
don't leave me here with these tears
come and kiss this pain away
i can't forget the day you left
life is so cruel without you here beside me
baby , come back and say you love me
darling , without you i just can't go on
I MISS YOU
*** don't ask me cancel this part
i WON'T cancel...and nobody knows who i am talking about also =)
and i can say...less than 1o people will view my blog

life seriously sucks
especially when so many things are happening !
haix...
exams .... YOU ... and one stupid friend...family !
somehow i doesn't know how to focus on my exams
but i will try my best
i will do my best...and i will leave the rest that i can't do to God
i believe...as long as i do my part...i can achieve
and later meeting shar , jan , and don't know who else lah
for mugging !
amaths and maths later !
goodness
i might ended up crying there
haix
suan liao..
life is never ever beautiful to me

byeee ~

came to edit this post
suppose to meet girlfriends for amaths & maths
but ended up didn't go
too tiredd
and eyes swollen
and suppose to meet them for dinner
but didn't go
cos they going subway...
usual me ... don't eat subway
NEVER !
think gonna settle my dinner with instant food
i am too lazy to get food for myself
how i wish there's someone can deliver food to me

and yeah !
tuesday going sing K with cousins at chinatown
it's like ... FINALLY
hahahah..very long never go out with them alrd
miss them like crazyy
that means that i gonna missed out the carnival at expo
LOL

I MISS YOU DARLING `

frm past till now , i'll still be loving you
1:16 PM